We are not alone. Ha ha ha sounds like something from the 60's horror genre. But I realize briefly from time to time that even though I know and truly believe God is with me, I don't live it, act like it , trust like it is true.

Who steals this or do I just let it flop to the floor beside me like a toddler absent mindedly drops a blanket for the treat of the day.

I do just assume I can pick up Gods grace and use it when I think I need it.

Problem is I do not know how when or much I need it.  When I am thinking " I need to leave this place" or person, or situation I need Gods love and support the most. If departure is what is called for it will happen appropriately, if however I am called to face something how can I do this? I have already decided I can't.  If I do t want to deal with someone, or some situation I avoid it.    But God can and will help me handle it  And i do not have to figure it out first.  Indeed I need to give Him a chance to show his stuff.

Open my eyes Lord, let me not miss your face.